My mind is a feeble wreck, breath reeks of gear and cigarettes.
I rely on any poison, to help me forget, a life summed up with pain and regret.
Laughter is a memory, love is just a lie.
So tired of feeling nothing when i only want to cry.
All my effort is in vain so why the fuck should i try?
So many mixed signals, so just what do you imply?
Pictures of you run through my mind .
Once I stood for something, now looking deep there's nothing I find.
Don't know what I stand for, or what I'm about
Waiting for the spark to flash so i can bask in the fallout.
Depravity, my mentality, consumed by rage and grief, aching for an escape, just a fraction of relief.
I now live my life alone, as in solitude we all leave.
My chest is tight to bursting, i feel like I can't breathe.
My disdain, can't refrain, not asking for reprieve.
I'm callous, I'm a shell, waiting for my trip to hell. arbitrary delusions, and this mire i cannot quell.
Pictures of you run through my mind .
Once I stood for something, now looking deep there's nothing I find.
Don't know what I stand for, or what I'm about
Waiting for the spark to flash so i can bask in the fallout.
Depravity, my mentality, consumed by rage and grief, aching for an escape, just a fraction of relief.
My soul is no longer shining, my heart is closed off to the world.
I can see the past before me, i watch as it's unfurled.
No light in this tunnel, but there is no darkness too. Thanks for all the efforts but I must bid you all adieu.