I find it hard not to say the least
To tolerate fakeness
For it awakens the beast
Before I was addicted
Excuses id make
For inexcusable acts
As long as there were drugs to take
Still not satisfied, I took it all the way
Why just take them,
I'll make them.
Things took a turn
And the party soon ended
In jail surrounded by people that offended
Wow what a ride
Became one of those I despised
Never! How did I end up here
Where's my family & friends?
That right, I traded them for the gear.
Junkie behaviour, I won't tolerate
Priorities have realigned
Anxiety starts to escalate
My friends are now few
My phone no longer rings
Where's is my crew?
Like canaries they sing
I longed to be seen
I needed a real touch
A part of me I numbed
Because I missed it so much.
It's been months since my last hit
The cravings, well they're gone
I see where I went wrong
Acknowledged my mess, owned what I'd done.
I knew in my heart, Something would come.
What came was not expected
Feeling alone, I sent out a text
Within minutes a meeting was set
something I'd never regret
The most beautiful soul
I could ever of met
Her energy was wild
It rocked me to the core
What she gave me, so so much more
She's seen me for me
And I've seen her
Without hesitation
A feeling so raw
I longed to be seen
I needed a real touch
A part of me I numbed
Because I missed it so much.
It's been months since my last hit
The cravings, well they're gone
I see where I went wrong
Acknowledged my mess, owned what I'd done.
I knew in my heart, Something would come.
Since that day, things have taken a turn
I have a new addiction,
This time it's not something you burn
She must be my karma, how can I be sad
Either way I'm not gonna lose
And let it go
The stakes are too high
I'm not willing to choose
One more bad call
It's everything I loose.
I longed to be seen
I needed a real touch
A part of me I numbed
Because I missed it so much.
It's been months since my last hit
But I don't miss the shit
My family's back and so is the trust
If it wasn't for this woman
I would be lost
[Male Vocal]
Rap/electronic/guitar/ rock in the style of faith no more
