Breaking Shadows

Lost in the haze, with the night closing in

Can't find my way, just my shadows and sins

Sitting alone in my car, drifting through my mind

Can't focus on the world outside, trying to leave it all behind

Your words echo loud, like a thunder in my head

Gambling with my soul, lost everything I once had

Trying to hide this pain, but it cuts right through

Fake a brave face, but it's not really me or you

Lonely and hurt, just a fragile disguise

Searching for a reason, trapped under dark skies

Broken heart, shattered dreams, falling apart at the seams

Drifting through this lonely life, drowning in my tears

No love, no hope, just a hollow deadened glow

Whiskey calling loud, trying to find a way to go

Friends say I’ll heal, but I can't see the light

Lost in my battles, fighting through the night

Must process this pain, can’t let it define my fate

On the edge of breakdown, I’m begging not to break

Just a sad, lonely soul with a big, kind heart

Waiting for a fresh start, but I don't know where to start