Wrong turns

I thought I was the one that’s always right
But I was wrong
I thought I’d be the one to change your life
But I was wrong
I know I left you lonely
I don’t know what was wrong with me
I know you hate to see another bitch getting so close to me
I reached out
I damn near even freaked out, every time you spoke to me
I know you got some pain
But what’s to gain if you get over me?
I know I must refrain, I feel like dangers looking over me
Although I need some change, I must admit girl, you the one for me
Everyday, I fought so you could get it out your system
Every night I told you I’d be there, somehow you ended up in prison
I tried to text your sister, but she cool
She got some food, and gave me distance…
Told me “I don’t really even miss her-“
Saw a chance and never missed it
Hoping for a day when I’ll be different….
Either way I’m balling like a piston…….
(Hook)
I remember when I didn’t know what misery was
13 years later, looks just like him,-look how history works
I know I’m weird, I got my ways,-judge please don’t give me the book
I’ve tried to change
So many beasts inside of the cage
Filled with rage
Story’s repeated, so turn the page…

Rap, hip hop-soul, introspective, calm, deep, poetic