Often.enough.

Hey stranger….

I know you feel obtuse

Or like your life is endangered

No need to tell truth

I done read between the lines

Because I couldn’t read your mind

But now I see the signs

The fact that your crisis is major……..

I know you wish they said that they love you too

when you achieved your dreams that they’d hug you too

The road is always lonely when you ain’t got nobody in this world in whom you can run to

Moving on….

I feel like you been carrying that weight too long

Nobody ever helps, you gotta do it all yourself

The cards that you were dealt

For them to say “you strong”…

You got it…..

But feeling like you don’t

Yet spending time healing everybody but yourself….

(Go…….)

You healing everybody but yourself

You call it self respect?

I call it something you’ll forget…

You were born in self neglect

Looking for something to protect…

You had it all along

But went about it all wrong

Now you feeling vexed

You thought they saw you as a pest…?

Well…..

I guess that only time can tell…..

Our next session is discovering that wounds dont heal

With every year that comes around

Another one gets peeled

You just avoiding self reflection

Tryna find what’s real…..

-Damn….

I, can’t feel like this often…

(I can’t…)

believe that all that glitters is gold….

I, can’t talk bout this often…

(I can’t…)

Open up and still feel as strong…..

I-

I, don’t go out as often…

(I can’t….)

Stand to see so much going on……

I’ve been, struggling often…..

(I’ve been……)

Praying one day god brings me home….