[Verse 1]
Every morning, same cracked frame
Jaw clenched tight, I wear the strain
Coffee tastes like bitter proof
I keep the pieces just in view
I walk the line, then lose my place
Pulse in my throat, I know this face
Black glass mirror, split and thin
I watch the storm crawl under my skin
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold it down
Hold it down
One more breath
One more round
The walls lean in
The room spins slow
I bite the wire
And let it go
[Chorus]
Trying to hold together the mindset
Trying to cope with the grind
Has left me as a hypnotic chaotic disaster
(hypnotic chaotic disaster)
Trying to hold together the mindset
Trying to cope with the grind
Has left me as a hypnotic chaotic disaster
(hypnotic chaotic disaster)
[Verse 2]
I swallowed every warning sign
Turned my panic into a shrine
Hands still shaking, head still loud
I move like smoke inside a crowd
Too many nights I burned the bridge
Too many cuts I stitched and hid
Still I rise with bloodshot eyes
And spit my fear back twice as hard
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold it down
Hold it down
One more breath
One more round
The walls lean in
The room spins slow
I bite the wire
And let it go
[Chorus]
Trying to hold together the mindset
Trying to cope with the grind
Has left me as a hypnotic chaotic disaster
(hypnotic chaotic disaster)
Trying to hold together the mindset
Trying to cope with the grind
Has left me as a hypnotic chaotic disaster
(hypnotic chaotic disaster)
[Bridge]
If I crack, I crack in flame
If I fall, I learn my name
Every scar, a sharpened line
Every bruise, a battle sign
[Final Chorus]
Trying to hold together the mindset
Trying to cope with the grind
Has left me as a hypnotic chaotic disaster
(hypnotic chaotic disaster)
Trying to hold together the mindset
Trying to cope with the grind
Has left me as a hypnotic chaotic disaster
(hypnotic chaotic disaster)