Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Woke up on the ceiling
Heart in my throat
Teeth in my fist
Doctor's name on the bottle
But it feels like a stranger's kiss
Click
Swallow
Stare at the hallway
Paint peeling into open mouths
Every shadow a replay
Of what I never talk about
[Chorus]
I'm in beats mode
Counting seconds till it slows
Every flash
Every echo
Like a fist behind my eyes
I take my pills like prayers
But the past still sits in my chair
If I'm broken I'm still here
I won't be medicated quiet this time
[Verse 2]
Friends say I'm “doing better”
Yeah
I'm great
I barely sleep
I keep smiling at the table
While my fork shakes over the sink
Blue
White
Red on the counter
Tiny flags for another war
If healing is a staircase
Why is there blood on every floor?
[Chorus]
I'm in beats mode
Counting seconds till it slows
Every flash
Every echo
Like a fist behind my eyes
I take my pills like prayers
But the past still sits in my chair
If I'm broken I'm still here
I won't be medicated quiet this time
[Bridge]
Turn the volume up till it drowns me (drowns me)
Let the screaming feel like a friend (oh)
If this is how my heart keeps time
Then I'll ride it
Ride it to the end
[Chorus]
I'm in beats mode
Counting seconds till it slows
Every flash
Every echo
Like a fist behind my eyes
I take my pills like prayers
But the past still sits in my chair
If I'm broken I'm still here
I won't be medicated quiet this time
Style
metalcrushing modern metal with female vocals; palm-muted guitars in a tight chug pattern under anxioussyncopated drums. verses sit in a tense half-time crawl with ghostly synth pads and intimateclose-mic vocal. chorus explodes into double-time with wide distorted rhythm guitarssoaring top-lineand stacked screams behind the clean. brief ambient break before the final chorusbass and toms pulsing like a slow heartbeat.female vocalsbeats
Prompt
Beats mode, ptsd, medication, metal female vocalist
Credits
Prompt by
WitchesHarmony
WitchesHarmonyGeneratedJan 19, 2026
ModelAria v5
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