Pain at 19

I was 19 years old, woke up one morning, seen the worry in my mother's eyes , as she tries to hold the house together, while loosing everything in the process, about to loose our home, looking for a way out, me and my boy hit up a store, now I'm sitting in a cell about to face 15 years to life, messages in and out my cell, just got word that I'm about to be dad, who would of thought 23 raising 2 kids on my own, it's like they say , you can always loose money chasing woman but you will never loose woman chasing money. Fighting with demons in head searching for God as i walk thru the valley of the shadows of death