Im the issue

Yeah…

Even though it's a lie…

Yep, I'm the narcissistic piece of shit

That's what they say, so I run with it

Paint me villain, I fit the script

But deep down, man, I ain't built like this

They see the silence, think I don't care

But I just learned not to show what's there

Built these walls 'cause life ain't fair

Took too many hits, now I just stare

Yeah, they call me cold, say I'm all about me

But they never saw what it cost to be

Every broken trust, every fake homie

Turned my heart numb, now they judge slowly

Yep, narcissistic, that's what they claim

But I gave my all, got burned by the flame

Now I move different, ain't playin' their game

Protect my peace, now I'm the one they blame

I ain't perfect, yeah, I got flaws

But I ain't heartless, I just got scars

Took too many losses, fought too many wars

Now I keep my distance, lock my doors

They say I'm selfish 'cause I choose me

But nobody helped when I couldn't breathe

Now I'm standin' tall, finally free

And they mad 'cause I found me

Yep, I'm the narcissistic piece of shit

At least that's what they label it

But I'm just tired of takin' hits

Now I stand strong and I won't quit

I still feel pain, I still get hurt

Still got demons buried in dirt

Still try hard, still put in work

Even when they drag my name through dirt

So yeah, call me what you want, that's fine

They don't know what's in my mind

They see the surface, judge the shine

But they never saw the dark behind

Yep… narcissistic, that's the lie

Just a man who learned not to cry

Built from pain, learned to survive

Still got a heart… just harder to find.