Yeah…
Even though it's a lie…
Yep, I'm the narcissistic piece of shit
That's what they say, so I run with it
Paint me villain, I fit the script
But deep down, man, I ain't built like this
They see the silence, think I don't care
But I just learned not to show what's there
Built these walls 'cause life ain't fair
Took too many hits, now I just stare
Yeah, they call me cold, say I'm all about me
But they never saw what it cost to be
Every broken trust, every fake homie
Turned my heart numb, now they judge slowly
Yep, narcissistic, that's what they claim
But I gave my all, got burned by the flame
Now I move different, ain't playin' their game
Protect my peace, now I'm the one they blame
I ain't perfect, yeah, I got flaws
But I ain't heartless, I just got scars
Took too many losses, fought too many wars
Now I keep my distance, lock my doors
They say I'm selfish 'cause I choose me
But nobody helped when I couldn't breathe
Now I'm standin' tall, finally free
And they mad 'cause I found me
Yep, I'm the narcissistic piece of shit
At least that's what they label it
But I'm just tired of takin' hits
Now I stand strong and I won't quit
I still feel pain, I still get hurt
Still got demons buried in dirt
Still try hard, still put in work
Even when they drag my name through dirt
So yeah, call me what you want, that's fine
They don't know what's in my mind
They see the surface, judge the shine
But they never saw the dark behind
Yep… narcissistic, that's the lie
Just a man who learned not to cry
Built from pain, learned to survive
Still got a heart… just harder to find.