so hard letting go

[verse 1] Remembering the past with all these good memories of us, how can I just give up, screaming at the top of my lungs, why did I fail you, how did I lose you, I did everything you told me to do to keep you, I healed and grew with you,but without you I keep losing my battles day after day, I look to the sky and keep asking why

[chorus] why is it so hard letting go, all the memories burning my soul I can’t even sleep I’m losing control, because every time I close my eyes, I see your face and ask was it all just a lie, its hard letting you go it breaks me down

[verse 2] seeing our love spark at the start, laughing and living with all of our heart, seeing you smile was my joy now that I look back I was just your toy, I broke all your rules and see your real truth but know that I was the fool, seeing it now I wish I could turn back time and live that life,

[chorus] why is it so hard letting you go, you broke my heart so long ago I keep on asking should i save us but on the end you wanted to break up, I lost everything my heart and my soul you made sure that I had no hope,

[verse 3] my hope for love is gone and dead, I try to move on then get scared, I trust no-one not even my friends, I lost everyone with her defense, now I just sit in my room all alone asking what is hope,

[chorus] why is it so hard letting go, all the memories burning my soul I can’t even sleep I’m losing control, because every time I close my eyes, I see your face and ask was it all just a lie, its hard letting you go it breaks me down so I ask you why is it so hard letting go, all the memories burning my soul I can’t even sleep I’m losing control, because every time I close my eyes, I see your face and ask was it all just a lie, its hard letting you go it breaks me down

[verse 4] letting go of our past, seeing the light, I’m scared to walk outside, remembering joy and a peace that left me when you walked away, so what is love, is it a lie, is playing with my heart a game, what is peace , when all I see is memories of us, I break down when I’m alone looking for a peace of hope, I’ve seen things but I can’t let goof the memories in my brain, I loved you and you played me, is still love you even though you left me here in my pain


[chorus] why is it so hard letting go, all the memories burning my soul I can’t even sleep I’m losing control, because every time I close my eyes, I see your face and ask was it all just a lie, its hard letting you go it breaks me down, I ask why did you leave when I was getting better, I see a plan, I see a place but just know this I’m am not okay