So I’ve had cancer

So I’ve Had Cancer”
So I’ve had cancer,
yeah I’ve had it twice.
I’ve been misdiagnosed,
I’ve been put on ice.
I watched through the hospital window,
people enjoying life,
while I was hooked to machines
just to save my life.
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.
I walked like I was wearing clown shoes,
but I still went to work,
just to be treated like an outcast
by a bunch of jerks.
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.
There is no fanfare,
no medal to be awarded,
for getting poisoned in some form
while wearing the uniform.
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.
I just want to walk down the trail again,
go to where I belong,
deep in a place nobody’s been,
deep within my soul.
If I die,
will I even know?
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.
So I’ve Had Cancer”
So I’ve had cancer,
yeah I’ve had it twice.
I’ve been misdiagnosed,
I’ve been put on ice.
I watched through the hospital window,
people enjoying life,
while I was hooked to machines
just to save my life.
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.
I walked like I was wearing clown shoes,
but I still went to work,
just to be treated like an outcast
by a bunch of jerks.
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.
There is no fanfare,
no medal to be worn,
for getting poisoned in a 
far away land 
while wearing the uniform.
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.
I just want to walk down the trail again,
go to where I belong,
deep in a place nobody’s been,
deep within my soul.
If I die,
will I even know?
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.
Lost soul wondering,
lost soul floundering,
no more help,
just waiting for the next bout.

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