[Verse 1]
Another year
Same couch, same ceiling crack above me
Phone face down
'Cause I know what I won’t see
Scroll through faces
Everybody holding someone at midnight
I’m in my playlist
Drowning out the ticking of the blue light
Cold takeout
Soggy fries, half-warm on the table
Text half-written
"I miss you" sitting in the drafts, unstable
[Chorus]
Another year, another lonely me
Champagne on the TV, empty seat beside me
Tell myself this time I’m finally free
But it hits when the countdown’s on three… two…
Another year, another lonely me
Talking to my shadow like it’s all I need
If healing’s supposed to feel like peace
Why does it feel like
Another year, another lonely me
[Verse 2]
Cracked mirror
Still got your lipstick print on the corner
Your old sweater
Folded up tight like a mourning order
Mom keeps asking
"When you bringing someone home, baby?"
I just laugh it off
Change the subject, say I'm too crazy
Group chat blowing up
"Pull up, we’re out, it’s a movie"
I type "maybe"
Delete it, let the invite move me
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Maybe I’m the one who leaves the room first
Maybe I confuse comfort with getting hurt
Maybe all this quiet’s what I asked for
But I still set a place on the bed, on the floor
For a ghost that won’t text back
For a love I never had
For a future that I keep rewriting
Over, over, over
[Chorus]