Am I afraid

Am I afraid!!!! We went from boys to a man,

I’m from that bottom where they don’t give a damn,

I’m tried of crying tears washing my hands,

Am I afraid of the road that leads to nowhere,

So scared to be alone afraid to call home,

Sometimes I hate to be right but it feel good to be wrong,

She’s like a theft in the night one day you wake she gone,

I been thinkin bout you shawdi I thought you should know

Searching for something greater don’t let get me lost on my journey,

Lord I’m far from perfect but I ask that u show some mercy,

I remember as youngin same jeans they called me dirty,

And my brothers don’t ask for nothing just send the money to his attorney,

Undermined by supervisors make a man feel less important,

And my brother inside a cell he say the president is the warden,

Destined for something greater that’s why she hate when I’m recording,

All I wanted to hit the stage but they was laughing at my performance,

Now tell me am I wrong am I to blame am I the burden,

Three shots to the head no patron straight Bourbon,

Promise chase these rapper dreams until the end I’m determined,

Get my mama out the hood while we living suburban,

Won’t ask you how feeling when i can tell you need a drink,

Won’t ask you how feeling when I can tell it’s hard to think,

Don’t ask me was it worth it when I’m tried of feeling defeat,

Don’t ask me where my soldiers they all left they retreat,

Conversations at night time is it god or is it the reaper,

Am I slowly losing faith I feel my soul is growing weaker,

Now lay me down to sleep I feel sick I got a fever,

Now lay me down to sleep am I awake or am I dreaming,