End

I'm not realizing till now,I've became dead somehow.i feel nothing at all,I did not even feel me fall.

Like a disordered dream I'm allowing the devil to make me scream.

Anything but to be near,
Filling in all spaces with fear,
Talking in a 3rd person to me,
The jokes so funny I'm about to pee,

I got to get up
Wake the fuck up ,
Throw up ,
Here comes the set up.,

Without a guide ,
I'm forced to hide, 
They just want to get by without saying hi.

I'm ugly I'm nothing,
I'm pretended
It's I guess really has ended

Industrial heavy metal retrowave