End

I'm not realizing till now,I've became dead somehow.i feel nothing at all,I did not even feel me fall.

Like a disordered dream I'm allowing the devil to make me scream.

Anything but to be near,

Filling in all spaces with fear,

Talking in a 3rd person to me,

The jokes so funny I'm about to pee,

I got to get up

Wake the fuck up ,

Throw up ,

Here comes the set up.,

Without a guide ,

I'm forced to hide,

They just want to get by without saying hi.

I'm ugly I'm nothing,

I'm pretended

It's I guess really has ended