Outcast

I used to believe I"m fairytales at a very young age. Little did not know he was watching me. grow waiting for the day He could take. I learned what I had to just survive i Craved for more than what met the eye. I felt things a lot of people don"t feel. I learned about God and the devil"s desire to kill. Black Sheep in the herd. I"ve always been a outcast, now I"m week and I"m hurt. will I ever bounce back? I"ve been deceived so I learned only God"s got my back. now I"m laying here All in my head. man if thoughts could kill,I think i"d already be dead. I just wish I knew so I could feel this void, inside I"m screaming, But you don"t hear the noise. when I"m on my knees, I don"t have a choice. I have to be strong for my boys