I thought

Just when I'm thinking,

Things are finally lookin up.

I gotta a new job I like,

And it actually pays enough,

Just when it seems, things,

are getting better.

They take a turn for the worst,

I swear I was cursed,

and right now I'm taking a gamble Cuz, I'm hurt and can't handle

what's going on all around me. I take another step up,

just to get pushed down.

I thought i'd finally had,

it all figured out.

now I find myself losing everything I thought I had. And this time if I lose it,

I don't think I'll want it back,

so close I could see it,

it almost had me believing. but I shoulda known better cause all my life. I've been dreaming and trying to find a reason.