Just when I'm thinking,
Things are finally lookin up.
I gotta a new job I like,
And it actually pays enough,
Just when it seems, things,
are getting better.
They take a turn for the worst,
I swear I was cursed,
and right now I'm taking a gamble Cuz, I'm hurt and can't handle
what's going on all around me. I take another step up,
just to get pushed down.
I thought i'd finally had,
it all figured out.
now I find myself losing everything I thought I had. And this time if I lose it,
I don't think I'll want it back,
so close I could see it,
it almost had me believing. but I shoulda known better cause all my life. I've been dreaming and trying to find a reason.