I Should had

Not a night goes by, I don’t see our last fight

Your tears in the dark, wonderin’ if I was right

Promise to hold you close, instead I walked away

Now memories of us, starting to fade

Took your love for granted, played it like a game

Now I’m left empty handed, no longer the same

You gave me your heart, I gave you my flaws

You didn’t run, you took it all

And comfort me, made me feel whole,

While i gave your heart a wounded hole

Bridge:

Im haunted by the ghost of the love we lost

I made my choice, now I’m payin’ the cost

Tryna rewrite our story, but the ink’s run dry

How do I face you when I’m the reason why?

Chorus:

I should had loved you and held you tight

Is there a way i can make things right

You use to smile and shine so bright,

And i almost dimmed all your light

Lost in my ego, ignored how you feel

And chasing thing that wasn’t real

I should had loved you show you i cared

But you moved on, ooh it’s not fair

Verse 2:

This story stays buried, locked tight in my chest

It’s clawin’ to surface, but I’m scared of the mess

That night we broke up replays in my mind

I ran from the truth, left your heart on the line

I’m Older now, I see the weight of my sins

Wanna fix it all, but don’t know where to begin

Your grace cuts me deep, like a blade to my pride

I hate who I was, that’s why I push folks aside

Can’t face you, your eyes are too raw

You’re too real, too pure, while I’m scarred by my flaws

Your light’s a mirror, shows the truth I can’t take

Too kind to curse me, though I earned all your hate

Bridge:

Im haunted by the ghost of the love we lost

I made my choice, now I’m payin’ the cost

Tryna rewrite our story, but the ink’s run dry

How do I face you when I’m the reason why?

Chorus:

I should had loved you and held you tight

Is there a way i can make things right

You use to smile and shine so bright,

And i almost dimmed all your light

Lost in my ego, ignored how you feel

And chasing thing that wasn’t real

I should had loved show you i cared

But you moved on, ooh it’s not fair

Outro:

I Should had loved you (ooooh)

I should had…

I should had loved you (loove yooou)

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