[Verse 1]
It started simple, just a little glass in hand
A brave new world, I didn’t understand
Talking to the girls, breaking down my fears
But now I’m chasing shadows, lost in my tears
[Pre-Chorus]
Night after night, I swear it’s just a habit
But deep inside, I know I gotta abandon it
Moments of fun, they always fade away
Leaving me lonely and falling into gray
[Chorus]
Why do I always find myself in a bar?
Looking for answers that seem so far
Thought it was just fun, now it’s become my wall
God, help me out, I wanna break this fall
Tonight’s the night I make a change for good
Find the strength, get out of this neighborhood
Life’s more than drinks, more than this regret
Save me now, don’t let this be my debt
[Verse 2]
Reminiscing the days I felt alive and free
Now every dawn's a struggle just to be me
Counting empty bottles, chasing fleeting times
Wishing I could turn back and rewrite my lines
[Pre-Chorus]
Every hangover reminds me what I’ve lost
Promises to myself, paying a heavy cost
But hope still flickers like a distant star
Tonight’s the night I heal my scar
[Chorus]
Why do I always find myself in a bar?
Looking for answers that seem so far
Thought it was just fun, now it’s become my wall
God, help me out, I wanna break this fall
Tonight’s the night I make a change for good
Find the strength, get out of this neighborhood
Life’s more than drinks, more than this regret
Save me now, don’t let this be my debt
[Verse 3]
What happened to the man I wanted to be?
Now I look in the mirror and he's nowhere to be seen.
Instead I see a man with an aching head
Looks like he just got out of his bed.
Pre-Chorus]
Every hangover reminds me what I’ve lost
Promises to myself, paying a heavy cost
But hope still flickers like a distant star
Tonight’s the night I heal my scar
[Chorus]
Why do I always find myself in a bar?
Looking for answers that seem so far
Thought it was just fun, now it’s become my wall
God, help me out, I wanna break this fall
Tonight’s the night I make a change for good
Find the strength, get out of this neighborhood
Life’s more than drinks, more than this regret
Save me now, don’t let this be my debt
[Bridge]
There's a light beyond this smoky haze
A life waiting past these endless days
I’ve got to find the courage deep inside
Take a step, set myself free from the tide
[Outro]
Tomorrow’s waiting, I can’t ignore
I’ll find a life worth fighting for
Tonight I start to heal and grow
Let these tears and fears go
Let it go