As much, as I want you

Not to start an arguement with you but I want you to know how I feel currently.  I feel as though there is an emotional disconnect and I am fighting every day to show you how you make me feel and how important you and the family are to me. I feel that there is nothing that I can do to make you happy and what ever I do is not and will not be good enough. I'm not looking to fight you.  I'm fighting for your love and appreciation and affection.  The last few months you have emotionally checked out and I feel that we have entered into a room mate situation.  I'm fighting for what we once had. We had love and desire and mutual respect.  Somewhere along our journey that all got lost.  And im looking to find that and rekindle it.  I haven't given up on us but I feel as you may have.   
We need to stop blaming each other for things and work as one. If one of us has a an issue , we should be asking the question of how to fix it , what made us feel this way and how do we resolve that issue, my love for you is big.  I dont love you with restrictions and you cant describe how I feel.  I dont put limitations on my love for you as its intangible.   You should know that being with you makes me happy, and the only goal  i have for you is to be with you and regain what we once had and where we used to be.  Take this journey with me and let's be great together.  We should be acting as a team. A team with the same common goals , that goal is happiness and love. You are my happiness and I want you to feel the same but I cant make you feel what I feel and cant force you to feel the same way.  I want and would love if you wanted me as much as I want you.  I want you to want me as much as I want you. 
I love you.
Let's work this out and work on being strong and great together.   I will love you until it is the last time I close me eyes and even then I will love you in the after life.   

I love you.

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