intro
Catherine it's your boy Manexy Mr Cherryboy, this is my December letter
Written late, but written true
I couldn’t carry boxes after surgery
But I’ve been carrying you
Through every quiet month, through every blame
If you’ll let me, I’ll spend my life
Proving that love doesn’t leave when it gets hard
I’m still here. I’m still yours.
Verse 1
December 7th, I was in a hospital room
Grandma’s house, couldn’t lift, couldn’t move
Then you said “you’re pregnant” and my whole world changed
I was so ready to be yours
December 7th, they cut me open
But the worst cut came a week after
Your voice on the phone: “We’re gonna be parents”
And I smiled through painkillers
Verse 2
February came and took more than my strength
your mom made the call and we went silent
I was in that bed wishing I could hold your hand
Instead we lost us in the quiet.
February 28th, hospital again
Not for me this time. For us.
Her mom drew a line I couldn’t cross
And silence moved into the room we built
Pre-Chorus
You called and said you miss me too
And my heart broke all over again
Chorus
Catherine, I’m still here
Still loving you through the pain
I know it wasn’t fair, I was down and you were scared
But if you let me, I’ll spend every day proving
That I’m still here
Still yours
Bridge
I’m not asking to rewind it
I’m asking to walk through it with you
No blame, no walls
Just me, and you, and the truth
[Pre-Chorus]
Monday. 9pm. Unknown number.
My heart remembered your voice before my brain did
“You miss me too”
Three words that broke and healed me at once
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I’m not asking to erase it
I’m asking to sit in it with you
No defenses. No walls.
Just two people who lost something, and might find each other again[Bridge]
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So read this like a promise, Catherine
December took my strength
February took our baby
Don’t let it take us too
I’m still here.
Outro
So Catherine... I’m still here
Still love you
CP Jay Zambia I see you,
easy kz i got you
ps proud I see you
it's your boy Manexy Mr Cherryboy
