Last night I had a dream, it felt so real,
You were right there, close enough to feel,
But every time I reached, you slipped away,
Like a ghost in the night, you wouldn’t stay.
You were in the room, I could see your face,
But it was like I was running a losing race,
You walked by, waved, then disappeared,
Leaving me alone with the thing I feared.
I was chasing shadows, lost in the night,
Trying to hold on, but you were out of sight,
My heart was racing, couldn’t catch my breath,
Felt like I was running straight into death.
I looked and I looked, but you were gone,
A part of me knew I was holding on,
To something I couldn’t understand or see,
Like my soul was trying to break free.
Woke up pissed off, hating myself,
Can’t shake this feeling, it’s bad for my health,
Still don’t know where that dream took me,
But I know it was somewhere I didn’t want to be.
It’s like we were in the same spiritual place,
But you kept slipping, I couldn’t keep pace,
I saw you moving, just out of reach,
Every time I got close, you’d breach.
I tried so hard, but I couldn’t find,
What it meant, what was in my mind,
You were there, but not really there,
Leaving me confused, stuck in despair.
I was chasing shadows, lost in the night,
Trying to hold on, but you were out of sight,
My heart was racing, couldn’t catch my breath,
Felt like I was running straight into death.
I looked and I looked, but you were gone,
A part of me knew I was holding on,
To something I couldn’t understand or see,
Like my soul was trying to break free.
Woke up pissed off, hating myself,
Can’t shake this feeling, it’s bad for my health,
Still don’t know where that dream took me,
But I know it was somewhere I didn’t want to be.
Maybe it’s a sign, or maybe it’s a curse,
Maybe it’s my mind making things worse,
I’m searching for answers in the dark of night,
But all I’m finding is this endless fight.
I looked and I looked, but you were gone,
A part of me knew I was holding on,
To something I couldn’t understand or see,
Like my soul was trying to break free.
Woke up pissed off, hating myself,
Can’t shake this feeling, it’s bad for my health,
Still don’t know where that dream took me,
But I know it was somewhere I didn’t want to be.
So I’m left here, haunted by that night,
Wondering why I couldn’t get it right,
Maybe someday, I’ll find the clue,
But until then, I’m still chasing you.
