Soul sand

*Verse 1*  
I’ll never be good enough, I see it clear  
Just the one you want when no one's near  
I played the fool, thought I had your heart  
But I was just a shadow from the start  

I see it now, the shame runs deep  
Ashamed of the pieces of me you keep  
Chasing perfection in the dark  
Losing myself just to leave a mark  

*Pre-Chorus*  
I can’t believe I let it happen again  
Falling victim to a game I can’t win  
But I’m so desperate for a love I understand  
Now I’m left alone where I stand  

*Chorus*  
I’m sinking down, deep in the soul sand  
Drowning slow, can’t find a place to land  
I reached for you, but you let go  
Left me here with nothing but the echo  
Of the lies I believed, hand in hand  
Now I’m stuck sinking in the soul sand  

*Verse 2*  
I thought I’d be enough if I gave it all  
But I’m just the one you call when you fall  
Never your first, just a second choice  
I hear the truth in the silence of your voice  

I gave my soul, I gave my skin  
Now I’m left hollow, wearing thin  
Chasing the light you promised me  
But all I found was misery  

*Pre-Chorus*  
I can’t believe I let it happen again  
Falling victim to a love that pretends  
I was so desperate, craving a hand  
Now I’m sinking alone where I stand  

*Chorus*  
I’m sinking down, deep in the soul sand  
Drowning slow, can’t find a place to land  
I reached for you, but you let go  
Left me here with nothing but the echo  
Of the lies I believed, hand in hand  
Now I’m stuck sinking in the soul sand  

*Bridge*  
You were the light I couldn't touch  
Now I see I gave you too much  
I traded my worth for your empty love  
Now I’m sinking, can’t rise above  

*Chorus*  
I’m sinking down, deep in the soul sand  
Drowning slow, can’t find a place to land  
I reached for you, but you let go  
Left me here with nothing but the echo  
Of the lies I believed, hand in hand  
Now I’m stuck sinking in the soul sand  

*Outro*  
I’ll never be good enough, I know  
But I keep sinking, sinking slow  
Lost in the depths of what we planned  
Alone forever in the soul sand.

R&B / Hip Hop / Trap Beat