Diary Of Secrets

I've been here before on my bed

Debating on unlocking my past scars

But it's better to leave some things unsaid

I don't want another moment to dread

The unfortunate reality of a failed relationship

I've been there one too many times

And if it's my back up against the wall or yours,

I'm walking right out that door

Cause in my diary of secrets, i lost your name

How did I make it this far only to misplace my brain?

Why are there only 26 letters in the alphabet

Funny cause i'm missing you

If a man could love me like he promised

Maybe i wouldn't be so fucked in the head

I lost all my sensibility in 2013

When my family died

And I don't mean a literal death

That type won't happen yet

I'm talking about a lost love turned rotten

Now i'm just downtrodden

Cause in my diary of secrets, i lost your name

How did I make it this far only to misplace my brain?

Why are there only 26 letters in the alphabet

Funny cause i'm missing you

Just a sad truth, a harsh awakening

It happens to us when we least expect it

I only wanted to be the one you liked

Guess it wasn't our time

Cause in my diary of secrets, i lost your name

How did I make it this far only to misplace my brain?

Why are there only 26 letters in the alphabet

Funny cause i'm missing you