Run

Where are you going? Why do you always have to leave?

It's a never ending cycle, no answers to any of the questions you ask, cant help but wonder where the heck I've gone, and am I okay. No matter how long I'm gone during the day I always come crawling back into your bed, hold you close enough you hear my heart beat, and I crash out listening to you breathe but your thoughts always ring louder as you drift off to dream

I really don't need you to say a thing, the ugly words in my head stuck on repeat, they're so much louder now than it's ever been and internal screams are anything but whispering, I cant deny I'm in my head again and it can't be fixed, mental agony is destructive enough as it is

Let me be clear people can't be kept, and Im one to run as fast as I can, catch them feelings up cuz I've had too much and I wont be kept too many hurts In the works and I can't deal I'll admit, why bother with the broken and the pieces never fit