Train wreck

I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT MY FACE DOES WHEN YOU TALK. My problem wasn't not being good enough.
My problem was thinking
I had to be. I wish I had a
delete button in my life. To delete some people, some memonies, and some feelings.
My trust is so fucked up, i feel like i'm getting played or lied to all the time. I HAVE TO KEEP REMINDING MYSELF THAT I'M AN ADULT AND WILL BE CHARGED
AS ONE.
[Pre Chorus]
I'm not sick, I'm twisted. Sickness makes it sound like there's a Cure. 
I'm going to try and act like a
normal, happy and mentally stable person today. Wish me good luck. It's ok if you disagree with me. I can't force you to be right. MY SILENCE DOESN'T MEAN I AGREE WITH YOU
IT MEANS YOUR LEVEL OF STUPIDITY RENDERED me useless you poisoned my fucking mind.

[Chorus]
Before you judge me, try to keep in mind that you're probably a piece of shit too. "I can explain it to you but I can't understand it for you." Don't sabotage your own greatness by succumbing to failure. Strength doesn't come from what you can do. It comes from overcoming the things you once thought you couldn't. every day is another opportunity to fuck it all up again. I'm not always a train wreck... Just kidding I am ... toot toot mother fuckers catch me if you can.

[Verse]
Sometimes danger
wears a smile. what failed you was never your strength. it was the absence of someone else's.
the quiet is screaming.
this is how it starts.
pulse too hard. head too full. every feeling talking at once.
nothing is wrong. everything is on. everything is loud. change costs you.
nothing true comes free.
grace
earned through grief. patience
forged in pain. love learned
by being unloved.
it takes what it takes.
[Pre Chorus]
I'm not sick, I'm twisted. Sickness makes it sound like there's a Cure. 
I'm going to try and act like a
normal, happy and mentally stable person today. Wish me good luck. It's ok if you disagree with me. I can't force you to be right. MY SILENCE DOESN'T MEAN I AGREE WITH YOU
IT MEANS YOUR LEVEL OF STUPIDITY RENDERED me useless you poisoned my fucking mind.

[Chorus]
Before you judge me, try to keep in mind that you're probably a piece of shit too. "I can explain it to you but I can't understand it for you." Don't sabotage your own greatness by succumbing to failure. Strength doesn't come from what you can do. It comes from overcoming the things you once thought you couldn't. every day is another opportunity to fuck it all up again. I'm not always a train wreck... Just kidding I am ... toot toot mother fuckers catch me if you can.

[Guitar Solo]

[Outro]

metal, nu metal, hardcore, metalcore, rock drums, celtic metal, death metal, melodic death metal