Relapse

He paces back and fourth
Scared and unaware 
On a higher level and
Completely unprepared
Trace the fear that ran across face
He didn't want to be here
He wanted to leave that place
Up in his head 
questioning his own mortality 
Stuck in mind. 
So far from reality 
[Pre Chorus]
No one could of predicted, the way, your body would handle the buzz.and because, of that. Time is standing still. The consequences outshine  the favors. Regret and ashamed are just a few of the behaviors.
[Chorus]
I can't believe, how could I believe in anything at all. When the walls disappear. And the world fades into darkness. The consequences of your  actions. It's not a believable reaction. It's hard to ask for help. When your sitting back, relaxing. 
You swore never again, look at you now relapsing.
[Verse]
Jumping forward and falling backwards.
Still thinking there will be a softer landing at the bottom of this hole. You never know just have to pick up the dice and hope for a good roll. 
No one can see you when your alter ego is preasent. The reactions from him are never pleasant. Then you think the end is near. It's becoming clear. Paranoia spreed. This what I feared.
But none of it was fucking real!!!!!
None of it was fucking real.
[Pre Chorus]
No one could of predicted, the way, your body would handle the buzz.and because, of that. Time is standing still. The consequences outshine  the favors. Regret and ashamed are just a few of the behaviors.
[Chorus]
I can't believe, how could I believe in anything at all. When the walls disappear. And the world fades into darkness. The consequences of your  actions. It's not a believable reaction. It's hard to ask for help. When your sitting back, relaxing. 
You swore never again, look at you now relapsing
How could this be. 
None of it was fucking real.

[Outro]

Celtic metal,numetal,metalcore, punk,,metal