Masks

I wish that I didn’t have to wear many masks I wish that some one would be here for me once in my life I just want to show you my true self and not be wearing many masks I force a smile and I force a laugh but on the inside im just falling apart but I won’t let people see the real me because they just wouldn’t understand that I’m just falling yeah im just falling apart on the inside of my heart I just wish that they could see me falling apart but I wear so many masks that I don’t even know who I am any more I’ve been falling apart for so long that I don’t even know who I am anymore on the inside of my heart and I don’t know who I am even in my own head but I try to show you who I truly am but I don’t even know myself and just hoping one of these days that somebody could see through all my masks but until then I gotta keep wearing them and I’ll keep forcing a smile and I’ll keep forcing a laugh and even if I have to keep lying to myself by saying that I’m ok even I really am falling apart