Need her as mine

Yeah…

3 a.m. prayers in my head

Heart talking louder than my pride

I love her but I know she won’t be mine,

So please let her be mine, God, just please one time

I see her smile and it mess with my mind,

I’m asking the stars if the timing align

I love her but I know she won’t be mine,

Still I’m hoping somehow our souls intertwine

I play it cool but my heart too loud,

Act like I’m good but I’m breaking down

Every text feel like a lifeline,

Every “hey” got me losing time

She don’t know what she do to me,

I replay moments like a movie scene

I pray she see what I’m trying to be,

Not perfect, just real, just true to me

I don’t need riches, I don’t need fame,

Just one chance, let her say my name

I love her but I know she won’t be mine,

So please let her be mine, God, just please

I’ve been patient, I’ve been trying,

Heart on my sleeve, down on my knees

I love her but I know she won’t be mine,

Still I’m praying love don’t pass me by

If loving her a risk, I’ll roll the dice,

Been hurt before but I’ll pay the price

I’d treat her better than the ones before,

Open doors, keep her heart secure

I ain’t perfect, yeah I got flaws,

But my love real, no hidden cause

If she fall, I’ll be the wall,

If she doubt, I’ll never stall

If it ain’t meant, I’ll understand,

But it’s hard letting go of a dream I planned

I love her but I know she won’t be mine,

Still I whisper prayers every night

If it’s not her, I’ll heal in time,

But God, you know I really tried

Yeah… you know I really tried