Internal conflict

Why you only say you love me when you need sumn?

Yes-it matters, should be nothing-if it means sumn……

Oh-you tryna get some money-don’t you feign dumb…

You know what I’m saying-i would never risk security- for freedom….

Never been a chump, been observant from the jump-

(Uhhn-)

(Look-)

I know what I’m doing-so don’t tell me what to do,

I been painting pictures-tryna bring some color into view,

I been city after city-it’s not nothing brand new

I been seeing thangs…..

Found some introspection, starting carrying protection,

I’m a product of the section-guess I I’m tryna-circumvent the pain,

Taking shots-that’s a couple dollars worth of lidocaine

Shit-Am I to blame?

For all of the times, when you felt,

Like you morphed to someone else,

Tryna getaway from everything-but nothing ever seems to help?

Please be patient-know it’s hard to learn to love your inner self!

Gotta teach yourself to swim from out the water,-Michael Phelps-

I-Tried to re, design to way, I see….

learn, to practice, what I preach

Challenging…….my knees , are getting weak…

Balancing, the wants, and all my needs…

I-Tried to re, design to way, I see….

learn, to practice, what I preach

Challenging…….my knees , are getting weak…

Balancing, the wants, and all my needs…