Heart on ice

Had da put my heart on ice but it’s ok though I’ll gon head pay that price

Loving these women way to nice damn near lost my life

Phone call from my momma said “I ain’t gotta home but I pray that you’re alright”

Now I’m praying out the old me praying in the new me

Feeling like my OG

Reminiscing bout them days I was locked up in that cell thinking if im gon make bail

Fighting demons every night, tossing turning can’t sleep at night

Waking up in cold sweats

Asking God if im gon win this fight

Deep down inside my soul I ain’t feeling right

Lord, remove every serpent lurking in my garden

Ill give you my heart cuz I know you’ll guard it

Inside me is a weak heart, but behind me is a strong God

I can’t lose any battles because my God beats all odds

Put my heart on ice, but it’s okay though

I’ll go head pay that price, that’s how the game go

Lovin’ these women way too nice, I gave my halo

Almost lost my life, still I never lay low

Heart on ice, but it’s okay though

I’ll go head pay that price, that’s how the pain grow

Momma on the phone sayin’ “baby, you ain’t got a home”

Guess I gotta make one outta flesh and bone (yeah)

Used to text back fast, now I let it ring

Trust turned to ash, diamond to a fling

You was in my bed, but not in my corner

Kissed me on the cheek, then turned to a foreigner

Late nights, headlights, swervin’ off the ramp

Tryna drown hurt in a half-empty glass

Friends in my face, snakes in the grass

Love in your voice, lies in your laugh

Had to learn distance, even in the same room

You was talkin’ futures, I was hearin’ my doom

Pulled my soul back, iced it to the core

‘Cause every “I’m yours” left me broke on the floor (yeah)

Put my heart on ice, but it’s okay though

I’ll go head pay that price, that’s how the game go

Lovin’ these women way too nice, I gave my halo

Almost lost my life, still I never lay low

Heart on ice, but it’s okay though

I’ll go head pay that price, that’s how the pain grow

Momma on the phone sayin’ “baby, you ain’t got a home”

Guess I gotta make one outta flesh and bone (ooh)

Phone call from my momma, tears in her tone

Said “they changed the locks, you ain’t got a home”

I was in the dark, screen to my face

Tryna find God in a one-bedroom place

Air mattress leanin’, clothes in a bag

Last of my cash in a folded-up rag

Still hit your line, hopin’ you’d care

You left it on read, like I ain’t really there

So I married my grind, put a ring on the hustle

Turned every ‘no’ to a new piece of muscle

If they don’t stay when it’s rainin’ on my head

They don’t get a key when I buy us a spread (nah)

Put my heart on ice, but it’s okay though

I’ll go head pay that price, that’s how the game go

Lovin’ these women way too nice, I gave my halo

Almost lost my life, still I never lay low

Heart on ice, but it’s okay though

I’ll go head pay that price, that’s how the pain grow

Momma on the phone sayin’ “baby, you ain’t got a home”

So I built one in my chest, now I walk it alone