Can't Let Go

My face down in the gutter cuz my mind in the gutter

Scattered brain scattered thoughts like I'm trapped in mental clutter

My past comes to haunt me some say the devil workin against me

Anytime I happen to move on somethin' round the corner is bound to end me

I ain't afraid to challenge it every day just findin balances

Or a way to balance it frustration anger management

Why they tryna challenge him tryna put his back against the wall

Haters thinkin I ain't notice why they prayin on my downfall

I just can't let go

Can't let go of all this bitterness - holdin all this wickedness

I just can't let go

All of them times where I been poorly treated my kindness taken for a weakness

I just can't let go

Can't let go of people doin me wrong - these snakes been fakin along

No I just can't let go

Still I throw it all away - I know I can't keep holdin all this pain

Waters run deep where battles flow down the stream

Tryna find the light knowin Hell lies in between

So the shadows come remind me of the ties that bind me

To the hurt been working me tryna leave it all behind me

Every step I take forward feels a heavy weight and burden

Tryna shake the hands of fate before it gets too late I start to worry

Buildin up these walls still I can't afford to stall

Decidin who's in my smallest circle before I even answer calls

They been fakin all along

I been holdin on too long

To all this pain I carry on

But now I see it all was wrong

I just can't let go

Can't let go of all this bitterness - holdin all this wickedness

I just can't let go

All of them times where I been poorly treated my kindness taken for a weakness

I just can't let go

Can't let go of people doin me wrong - these snakes been fakin along

No I just can't let go

Still I throw it all away - I know I can't keep holdin all this pain

I just can't let go

Can't let go of all this bitterness - holdin all this wickedness

I just can't let go

All of them times where I been poorly treated my kindness taken for a weakness

I just can't let go

Can't let go of people doin me wrong - these snakes been fakin along

No I just can't let go

Still I throw it all away - I know I can't keep holdin all this pain