I can't stand this situation anymore.
They both love me very much and I still don't know which one to choose.
I leave one and he is so sad that I take him back.
But, this love of three cannot last forever, I know that.
I do everything I can to choose one of my two men, but I can't do it because I love them both too.
Joseph, the English cinema star and Marc, the also well-known American singer.
I am ashamed of this situation. I would so much like to be fixated on just one man but I can't choose just one.
This hurts my heart very much and I am even extremely ashamed of this situation.
How is it possible that my heart can't decide on just one man?
I don't know how to do it.
I feel extremely lost between these two magnificent hearts.
I wish it were different.
Marc called me yesterday. He has a great voice and is a real gentleman to me.
And Joseph is so attached to me. He is also really adorable towards me.
I feel so sad for one of them that I will necessarily have to leave.
I say to myself: let time still guide you.
You haven't known either of them for very long.
But I really hurt. I really need both of them in my life. They are both my source of balance.
I love them both so much.
No matter how hard I try to hold on to one of them, the other immediately comes galloping back into my heart and mind.
Plus, they both want to marry me. I feel really uncomfortable even though I love each of them very, very much.
They are two wonderful men, two great talents, two great stars.
I am ashamed of this situation. Really ashamed.
I feel so embarrassed around them.
I have never experienced anything like this before.
It's really terrible not knowing which sweetheart to choose so I agree to marry both.
How to do it?
I hope that time will tell me quickly because it really hurts my heart to have to share my romantic feelings like this.
I'm ashamed and I hope there is a solution to such a problem.
PascaleSarnecki
