I'm losing my faith in everything. What have I done wrong to deserve this sadness and depression. I try to always do what's right. The people have become very cruel. So many hard days .
God I need love in my life. I feel so much sadness and so alone . Please help me turn things around. Please God help me get through this. I never thought I could feel so much hurt and not know why. I need change so badly. I can't go on like this. I need to be doing more than this. I have alone for so long.
I can't let myself get used anymore. People need to learn how to love again and stop inflicting pain . We deserve so much more. I just want to be loved and happy. I didn't know that was to much . I'm trying God. People need to stop playing games with each other's hearts . Learn to be honest. Stop hurting people with lies. I miss the love I had .