Title: “Not My Fault”
[Intro – Spoken Word / Soft Melody]
They said I was too pretty to be broken
Too holy to be hurting
But behind the worship, I was drowning
And nobody saw it coming
[Verse 1]
I was loyal, I was true
Gave my heart, gave it all to you
You were trusted, you were praised
But you played me in twisted ways
Set me up, tore me down
Drugged my mind, spun me around
Tried to test if I’d still choose you
Even when I had no clue
[Pre-Chorus]
You made me doubt my worth
Like I was cursed from birth
Told me I’d never win
Made me wear your sin
[Chorus]
But it’s not my fault — I was love, not weak
I was light, not naive
You broke me, but I still believed
Now I’m healing, still I grieve
It’s not my fault — I was pure, not blind
I was kind, not behind
You twisted truth, but I survived
I’m still here, still alive
[Verse 2]
I smiled in church, I played the part
But depression had my heart
I laughed with friends, I wore the mask
But inside, I couldn’t ask
Every man that came my way
I’d test them like you did me
Scared to trust, scared to stay
Scared love would never be free
[Bridge]
I blamed myself for all the pain
Thought I should’ve walked away
But victims don’t always see the signs
Till they’re lost in someone else’s lies
[Final Chorus]
It’s not my fault — I was love, not weak
I was light, not naive
You broke me, but I still believed
Now I’m healing, still I grieve
It’s not my fault — I was pure, not blind
I was kind, not behind
You twisted truth, but I survived
I’m still here, still alive
[Outro – Spoken Word / Fade Out]
I’m learning to trust again
To breathe again
To love without fear
And this time…
I choose me
