[verse 1]
My minds fuckin blank and I’m sitting on the floor.
Everyone is saying I don’t do anything anymore.
I’m locked in my fuckin brain and the little voices say.
That I’m not gonna make it and I don’t have what it takes.
[verse 2]
Im walking on a razors rusty edge between mind and reality.
My hands are fuckin shakin and my visions getting blurry.
I can’t seem to walk straight, people start to irritate, my memory turns fuzzy, when I finally snap my eyes turn blood fuckin red.
Traumatized
Traumatized
Traumatized
(Chorus)
Im Traumatized!
Every word I heard was a fucking web of lies.
My mind is spiralin, my thoughts rewindin, my anxieties have got me walking down the firin line.
Everyone thought that I was fine, but the true definition of me is traumatized.
[verse 3]
My bodies fuckin tremblin, tears are fuckin fallin, but if I let them see this dark part of me, I’m scared to lose the people close to me.
I thought I was toxic, thought I was boxed in, but I’m letting myself loose before I’m wrapped up in a noose.
(Chorus)
Im Traumatized!
Every word I heard was a fucking web of lies.
My mind is spiralin, my thoughts rewindin, my anxieties have got me walking down the firin line.
Everyone thought that I was fine, but the true definition of me is traumatized.
[verse 4]
It’s not just anxiety, it’s also the pent up fuckin rage in me.
I can’t show the anger because I know it’s a fuckin danger.
But maybe letting me show the darker part of me is the key.
But If I let too much go it’s gonna turn into a fuckin blood soaked slaughter.
(Bridge)
Heart is racing, I’m going crazy.
I need to calm down before my brain fuckin hurts me.
Slow down the thoughts, slow down the pain.
My bodies going numb I can feel the fuckin shame.
My blood is boiling with this poison in my veins.
(Chorus)
Im Traumatized!
Every word I heard was a fucking web of lies.
My mind is spiralin, my thoughts rewindin, my anxieties have got me walking down the firin line.
Everyone thought that I was fine, but the true definition of me is traumatized.
(Outro)
My voice is gone,
my mind is numb.
I can hear the voices slowly seep into my thoughts.
On the outside I’m fine but no one knows I’m traumatized.
