How do you explain your not fine
Sitting alone everyday and every night
Looking up to the sky with tears in your eyes
Crying and begging God to end this pain right
Gave life all I had to give in an instant
All it seemed was desperation and it's best
Willing to throw away and sacrifice everything
But yet I feel empty like I wanna scream
One day I'm fine next day I'm gone
A split seconde decision I wish I could take back
Reached out for help but no one listened
Now they wish they would of helped
Ate one bullet and now it's done
A regrettable decision with a gun
Hotline wasn't real so I could see
That this world wasn't really meant for me
Since the birth of my first I wished for a better life
Working tirelessly scraping to barely get by
Fast forward 8 years later he's got a little brother
Both of them are doing amazing thanks to their father.
Working endlessly to better myself
The situation we were in I got us out
Sacrificed and sold every item I own
Just to provide a stable life and a safe home
One day I'm fine next day I'm gone
A split seconde decision I wish I could take back
Reached out for help but no one listened
Now they wish they would of helped
Ate one bullet and now it's done
A regrettable decision with a gun
Hotline wasn't real so I could see
That this world wasn't really meant for me