[Verse 1]
I woke up in the fallout
Cracked glass in my palm
Your name on the floorboard
Like a note from the bomb
Empty bottle confession
I can’t dodge what I’ve done
Every room in this house
Feels like it’s already gone
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep reaching for a door
That was never even there
Trying to stitch my face back on
With a dirty prayer
My hands shake, my mind breaks
I can feel it in my teeth
If I say I’m fine again
I’m just lying to me
[Chorus]
I’m falling apart again
I’m falling apart again
Lost you, lost me too
I don’t know what to do
I’m falling apart again
I’m falling apart again
Pour it down, lock it in
I still crawl back in
[Verse 2]
Your hoodie on the chairback
Still smells like smoke and rain
Now I’m staring at the ceiling
Trying to numb the pain
I said I’d quit tomorrow
Then I kissed the same old lie
Chasing scraps of my own name
Through a broken afterlife
The mirror won’t forgive me
It just tells the truth
One foot in the graveyard
One foot in my youth
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep reaching for a door
That was never even there
Trying to stitch my face back on
With a dirty prayer
My hands shake, my mind breaks
I can feel it in my teeth
If I say I’m fine again
I’m just lying to me
[Chorus]
I’m falling apart again
I’m falling apart again
Lost you, lost me too
I don’t know what to do
I’m falling apart again
I’m falling apart again
Pour it down, lock it in
I still crawl back in
[Bridge]
If I burn, let me burn slow
Let the ash spell my name
I was never built for heaven
I was made for the shame
But under all this wreckage
There’s a pulse that won’t die
One more breath, one more chance
One more night to try
[Final Chorus]
I’m falling apart again
I’m falling apart again
Lost you, lost me too
I don’t know what to do
I’m falling apart again
I’m falling apart again
Hands up, heart cracked in
I still crawl back in
I’m falling apart again
I’m falling apart again
If I make it through tonight
I might learn to live right