Spoken Intro (soft, calm, reflective)
Sometimes it feels like it’s always raining inside…
no matter how sunny it looks on the outside.
Thoughts get loud when everything should be quiet,
and feelings get heavy even when no one can see them.
This is not a story about weakness.
This is a story about someone
who keeps walking every day —
with a storm in her mind…
and flowers in her heart.
(music slowly fades in…)
[Verse 1 – Rap/Pop]
She walks with her mind in the middle of rain,
Thoughts falling heavy, every drop got a name,
Memories screaming deep in her head,
All of the words she never once said.
She smiles in public, she’s breaking alone,
Scrolling through feelings she can’t turn to stone,
Her heart feels tired but her brain never sleeps,
Lost in the worries she silently keeps.
[Pre-Chorus – Sung]
She’s fighting a war nobody can see,
Storms in her chest but she still says “I’m free”,
Holding an umbrella made out of control,
Trying to protect her invisible soul.
[Chorus – Pop]
She’s got a mind full of thunder, a heart full of rain,
But flowers still grow through the cracks in her pain,
She’s lost in the noise but she’s searching for light,
Dancing with shadows in the middle of night.
She’s more than her fears, more than her scars,
More than the tears she hides in the dark,
Even when broken she’s still standing tall,
Learning to love herself after the fall.
[Verse 2 – Rap]
Thoughts moving fast like a runaway train,
Switching between feeling empty and pain,
She questions her worth, her place in this world,
Feels like her life is constantly blurred.
But deep in her chest where the silence is loud,
A small little hope says she’s more than a cloud,
She’s not just the rain, she’s not just the night,
She’s also the spark, she’s also the light.
[Bridge – Soft Rap / Spoken]
If you could hear her thoughts you’d hear a fight,
Between “I give up” and “I’m still alive”,
Between all the reasons she wants to stay low,
And all of the reasons her heart wants to grow.
[Orchestral Section – Short, cinematic]
(soft strings swell, piano echoes slow)
Violins cry what her lips never say,
Cellos breathe hope in a gentle way,
The storm slows down, the rain turns to tears,
But now they feel lighter — they’re washing her fears.
[Final Chorus – Bigger]
She’s got a mind full of thunder, a heart full of rain,
But flowers still bloom in the middle of pain,
She’s not what she lost, she’s what she became,
A soul still alive in the middle of flames,
She’s learning her worth, she’s learning her name,
She’s more than the darkness inside of her brain,
Even when broken she’s still standing tall,
She’s learning to love herself after it all.
[Outro – Soft]
The storm is fading, the sky’s getting clear,
She’s still a little scared… but she’s still right here.
the war is over … Love yourself
1999
