I’m sorry mama cakes

I’ve been tryna drown the pain in a bottle of sin,

Every sip got me losin’ who I coulda been.

Miah Ortega, I’m sorry, I know I broke your trust,

Actin’ like a man but I was runnin’ off of dust.

Alizae, Carley, Nana — I love you for life,

Shoulda been your rock, not the reason for strife.

Wanted to provide, be the man with the plan,

But I let the demons in, they got the upper hand.

I know I’m a mess, feelin’ less than a man,

But I still dream of one day holdin’ your hand.

If I could take it back, you know I would in a sec,

Instead I’m writin’ rhymes tryna earn your respect.

Be strong, keep goin’, don’t let me weigh you down,

One day I’ll rise up — no drink, no frown.

Maybe we can try again when I get it right,

But for now, just shine — keep bein’ your light.

I ain’t proud of the nights, I was slurrin’ and loud,

Turnin’ love into silence, hurtin’ hearts in the crowd.

I see your tears in my mind like a video reel,

Every memory cuttin’ deep, too damn real.

I ain’t lookin’ for pity, just hopin’ for grace,

Just a shot at redemption, not erased from your space.

Told myself I’d be better, now I gotta believe,

But belief don’t mean nothin’ if I don’t achieve.

Tell the kids that I love ‘em, even when I’m not there,

They my reason for breathin’, my answer to prayer.

I ain’t perfect, far from it, I know I did wrong,

But I’m workin’ on me, and it’s takin’ me long.

I’m sorry, for real, not just words in the air,

This pain in my chest? It’s ’cause I still care.

I know I’m a mess, feelin’ less than a man,

But I still dream of one day holdin’ your hand.

If I could take it back, you know I would in a sec,

Instead I’m writin’ rhymes tryna earn your respect.

Be strong, keep goin’, don’t let me weigh you down,

One day I’ll rise up — no drink, no frown.

Maybe we can try again when I get it right,

But for now, just shine — keep bein’ your light.