HOOK
They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole
Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul
Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control
Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though
She hit my phone just to feel like she matter
I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster
Love got a price, and I ran outta data
Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster
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🎤 VERSE 1
I grew up with hunger, not handouts
Now I’m eatin’ pain with the bands out
Fake love on the gram gettin’ fanned out
But in real life, it’s dark when I stand out
Caught in the mix of my habits and healing
Tatted the truth ‘cause I hated the feeling
She say I’m distant, I say I’m defensive
I just been duckin’ that trauma I’m dealin’
No sleep—mind runnin’ on Fenty
Fake smiles, energy feelin’ empty
She want a man with a soul on display
But I’m stitched with the hurt, and I can’t press play
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🎶 HOOK
They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole
Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul
Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control
Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though
She hit my phone just to feel like she matter
I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster
Love got a price, and I ran outta data
Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster
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🎤 VERSE 2
Shorty wanna heal me with her touch
But love don't fix when you seen too much
I ain’t lookin’ for a fairytale crush
Just someone that don’t flinch when I self-destruct
She like, “Damn, you don’t even flinch no more”
I said, “That’s what happen when your heart gets sore”
Used to cry in the dark on the basement floor
Now I flex with the pain like I asked for more
Drip clean, but my wounds still ooze
Talk nice, but my trust got bruised
I could love, but I’d still feel used
So I ghosted the good ones too—confused
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🎵 BRIDGE
All these scars, but I still look good
All this pain, but I still stood
Heart got stitched with a diamond rope
Now I shine, but I still choke
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HOOK
They love me when I’m broken, not when I’m whole
Smile on my face, but I’m numb in my soul
Chains on my neck, I’m just masking control
Said I’m cold—but I’m warm to the wrong one, though
She hit my phone just to feel like she matter
I text back slow, heart beatin’ faster
Love got a price, and I ran outta data
Told her don’t wait—I’m a beautiful disaster
(I’m a beautiful disaster…)
MoodyLoe
