[verse]
Trying to calm down
But my heart, it does pound
And my minds a racetrack
Thoughts constantly race around
I just want to be me
I just want some sleep
But no matter, I cant be freed
An answer is what I need
[chorus]
I lie sleepless
All the while speechless
Unable to control
The blood flow
The anxiety continues to grow
Like a river
Its flowing
The time on the clock is glowing
But my heart and mind aren't slowing
Where is my life going
[verse]
I'm pacing, contemplating
What I know deep down
So confused, my mind abused
Continually beaten down
By heartache
Yet the hits I continue to take
My eyes they betray me
Its easy for those who can see
I'm dying in silence
Wishing I could right it
And say what, my heart feels
To say what I know is real
Stranded, and broken
All I want is to be outspoken
But all I do, is release a sigh
Covering my feelings with lies
Sometimes I wanna die
[chorus]
I lie sleepless
Still speechless
Feeling utterly hopeless
Unable to control
The thoughts that continue to overflow
Anxiety, still growing
The river of thoughs overflowing
The clock is till a glowing
My heart still aint slowing
Why cant I see where my lifes going
[bridge]
To him
To you
Why am I so confused
I love him
I love you
What am I to do
Which of these loves is true
[chorus]
I lie here sleepless
Fucking speechless
Feeling utterly useless
Unable to slow down
Feels like I'm losing my ground
Losing control
The flood on my mind in overflow
Anxiety, it still grows
Within my mind it has sewn
Sadness
Madness
Dont know who I am anymore
The clock, still glowing
But my mind still aint slowing
An answer still aint showing
I desperately need to know
Which life direction I'm going
I'm sleepless
Feeling so hopeless
I'm sleepless
Speechless
Utterly useless
But I know
I need to find which way to go
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