[Intro – Scrim style | slow, gritty, spoken]
Yeah…
Six feet in my thoughts, still walking
Static in the silence
Grey clouds in my head every day…
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[Verse 1 – Scrim style | slower, heavy, emotional]
Grey fog in my lungs, every breath feel borrowed
Talking to myself like I might see tomorrow
Crosses on my chest but my faith stay hollow
Every sin I carry weigh more than the sorrow
Used to chase the high just to run from the pain
Now I sit with the hurt, let it carve my brain
Ain’t no hero arc when you stuck in the rain
Just a man with regrets and a heart in chains
Mama tried praying, I tried escaping
Bottle after bottle just to numb the shaking
If I die tonight, let the truth be spoken
I was lost in myself long before I was broken
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[Hook – BOTH | shouted, distorted, doubled]
ASHES IN THE SPEAKERS, TURN IT UP, LET IT BLEED
SCREAMING FOR A FEELING BUT I DON’T FEEL SHIT
BURIED MY SOUL WHERE THE SHADOWS SLEEP
GREY TILL I ROT, YEAH, GREY TILL I BLEED
ASHES IN THE SPEAKERS, TURN IT UP, LET IT BLEED
SCREAMING FOR A FEELING BUT I DON’T FEEL SHIT
BURIED MY SOUL WHERE THE SHADOWS SLEEP
GREY TILL I ROT, YEAH, GREY TILL I BLEED
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[Verse 2 – Ruby style | fast, manic, aggressive]
Head full of static, panic attacks in the attic
Laughing while I’m cracking, losing grip on the planet
Every word a weapon, every breath is dramatic
I don’t want saving, I just want the madness
Neck full of scars from the nights I survived
Eyes always red, yeah I barely alive
Mind in a loop, every thought suicide-adjacent
Still screaming in the void, hope the echo answers
Cut to the bone, let the truth come spilling
I don’t fear death, I fear feeling
If hell got a rhythm, I’m keeping the tempo
Screaming my lungs out till silence is gentle
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[Hook – FULL ENERGY | both voices imagined]
ASHES IN THE SPEAKERS, TURN IT UP, LET IT BLEED
SCREAMING FOR A FEELING BUT I DON’T FEEL SHIT
BURIED MY SOUL WHERE THE SHADOWS SLEEP
GREY TILL I ROT, YEAH, GREY TILL I BLEED
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[Outro – Scrim style | slow, tired, fading]
Ashes…
In the speakers…
Let it play till I’m gone.
