[Intro – Scrim style, low & drugged-out]
Yeah…
Pills on my tongue, blood in my cup
Still breathing somehow…
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[Verse 1 – Scrim style | slow, heavy, depressive]
Percs in my system got me talking to ghosts
Every night I’m faded, seeing shit I hate the most
Codeine in the Sprite, let it drown out the noise
Mama pray for me, I just sip and destroy
Needles in my thoughts, yeah my head stay fucked
Trying to feel alive but I’m never enough
I don’t chase death, it just follow my steps
Every high come down feel like choking on regret
Swear I tried to quit, yeah I lied to myself
Every promise broken sitting next to my health
If I overdose, let the beat still play
Grey clouds in my chest every goddamn day
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[Hook – both | shouted, distorted, angry]
POPPING PILLS, FUCK MY LIVER, FUCK MY BRAIN
POUR THE CUP, WATCH ME ROT, WASH AWAY
I’M NOT CLEAN, I’M NOT SAVED, I’M INSANE
GREY TILL I DIE, YEAH I’M STUCK THIS WAY
POPPING PILLS, FUCK MY LIVER, FUCK MY BRAIN
POUR THE CUP, WATCH ME ROT, WASH AWAY
I’M NOT CLEAN, I’M NOT SAVED, I’M INSANE
GREY TILL I DIE, YEAH I’M STUCK THIS WAY
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[Verse 2 – Ruby style | fast, manic, unhinged]
Snort lines off a mirror, tell my demons “what’s good?”
Heart full of anger, head full of drugs and no hope
Laughing while I’m dying, middle finger to God
If he watching me fall, hope he choking on it
Xans got me slurring but my mind still racing
Speeding through the night like I’m tryna meet Satan
Cut myself off from the love I was given
Rather feel numb than feel everything hitting
Fuck a future, I don’t plan that far
Just another lost soul with a mic and scars
If I crash tonight, let the speakers scream
I don’t wanna wake up from this fucking dream
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[Hook – repeat, full chaos]
POPPING PILLS, FUCK MY LIVER, FUCK MY BRAIN
POUR THE CUP, WATCH ME ROT, WASH AWAY
I’M NOT CLEAN, I’M NOT SAVED, I’M INSANE
GREY TILL I DIE, YEAH I’M STUCK THIS WAY
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[Outro – distorted, fading]
Still breathing…
Barely sober…
Grey forever…
