Will it ever end

Darkness creeping, mind's unwinding, shadows in my head

Lost in the struggle, fighting off the fear, feeling like I'm dead

Waking up restless in the early dawn, memories fade but they linger on

Trying to find some peace inside this storm, but my mind's heavy, feeling forlorn

Smoking that gonja, trying to ease the pain, but it only leaves me feeling detached again

Pop percs don’t, I don’t hurt, just numb the ache, masking all the fears I just can’t fake

Walking through the darkness, fears I can't ignore, fighting every shadow knocking on my door

Struggling with depression, drowning in the pain, looking for the sunlight underneath the rain

Thoughts like nightmares, they won't let go, whispering doubts I don't wanna know

Every breath I take feels like a fight, wrestling demons late into the night

Smoking that gonja, trying to calm my mind, but serenity I just can't seem to find

Pop percs don’t, I don’t hurt, just floating away, escape from the fears that threaten me each day

Walking through the darkness, fears I can't ignore, fighting every shadow knocking on my door

Struggling with depression, drowning in the pain, looking for the sunlight underneath the rain

But I hold on, even when I’m torn, seeking hope in the midst of the storm

Lonely nights, questioning if I’ll see the dawn, fighting to believe I can move on

Lost in the struggle, battling fear, praying for the strength to persevere

One step at a time, I’ll find my way, brighter tomorrow dawns someday