Lost my way

Stuck in a battle with demons who came for my soul when I was so young (young)
Nobody to hear what I see, what I feel it’s stuck in my soul (yeah)
I wanted to be way better than he who gave me away (uh) 
I know that I say 
I didn’t need you
Embracing mistakes 
Found love in my grave 
I’m running from you (you) 
No wonder that I 
Lost my way 
I wanted better but I can’t stay away 
The beauty in the ugly 
Takes the shame I create 
No wonder that I lost my way 
Loving you 
Ain’t easy but I need it 
Can’t keep a secret safe 
Pretty lil demon 
Competing with the angels that fell to the place I stay
I feel I’m part of you 
They way your part of me 
We made it harder to 
See love in the garden 
They 
Wouldn’t allow us to 
Tear apart 
All the things I was given (hey) 
I (I) 
Woke up and seen what I became 
I wanted out (out) 
I broke my heart I couldn’t keep what’s in my heart 
This is the part where I dined with an angel  
That told me I’m paving a way 
An order that gave me a sense that I knew 
Didn’t care to think 
You were below as he was above 
No wonder that I 
Lost my way 
I wanted better but I can’t stay away 
The beauty in the ugly 
Takes the shame I create 
No wonder that I lost my way
How did we fall into all these different situations that 
Dimmed my faith
Gave me a knowledge 
A new way to speak 
All the secrets she had 
Now I see I can’t 
I can’t stayy 
You were so different 
A new way 
A vision 
So coded 
The matrix 
Oh where the dead do play 
This ain’t home no
This ain’t the place that mamma explained 
The lights luminescent  
The pride and the mission 
The darkness with in em 
So perfectly written 
No wonder that I lost my way 
I wanted better but I can’t stay away 
The beauty in the ugly 
Takes the shame I create
No wonder that I lost my way 

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