[Intro – Soft Guitar Sample with Low-Pass Filter]
[vinyl crackle, guitar loop plays softly]
[Whispered background vocals]
“Five... Five... Five…”
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[Verse 1 – Calm, Melancholic Tone, Slow Emo-Rap Flow]
Five was her favorite — mama made it sound divine,
Told me every time you see it, there’s a reason in the rhyme.
But I was just a kid, thought forever meant forever,
Didn’t see the signs, didn’t know she wasn’t gettin’ better...
Still hear her coughin’ in the hall late nights,
Wish I knew how to fight what took her light.
Didn’t get to say goodbye — just silence and pills,
Now I look to the sky, wonder if she feels...
The guilt in my chest when I smile too long,
Like I shouldn’t be happy when her face is gone.
Five letters in “grace,” five in “grief,”
I hope there's peace where she can sleep...
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[Chorus – 3AM Sad Hook with Layered Harmonies]
Five... Five... Five...
It ain’t luck, it’s just life tryin’ to survive.
Each one’s a scar that I wear on my mind...
First was loss, second was love, last was when I almost died.
(I see 5 5 5... I don’t know why...)
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[Verse 2 – Bittersweet, Slightly Snarky, Emo-Rap Flow]
Second five carved into my chest like names on a bench,
Love letters and lies, heartbreak dressed in a trench.
Said she’d never be her — now look how it turned,
Swore she’d never ghost me, but the bridge still burned.
Five times I gave my heart to the flames,
Five girls, five games, and they all moved the same.
Funny thing? She knew my history cold...
Still she shattered the glass just to fit the mold.
But I ain’t mad — just tired, just numb,
Tired of rewinding what I should’ve outrun.
Five words I should’ve heard: “I’ll never become her.”
Instead, I got silence... and a love grown colder.
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[Bridge – Glitched Vocal Sample + Sad Phonk Drop]
[Reversed vocal loop]
“Please forgive me...”
[Slow Phonk drum pattern hits with deep bass and ghosted snares]
[808s drag]
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[Verse 3 – Deepest, Most Vulnerable Verse]
Last five... I hate to admit this part,
Five times I tried to silence my heart.
Wrote letters, left phones on DND,
Thought I’d fade into static where no one could see...
Begged mama in the sky, “Forgive me, please,”
Begged God too, but it all felt... diseased.
Each breath feels like a borrowed wish,
How do you pray when your soul’s been dismissed?
I ain’t proud, but I ain’t tryna lie,
Some nights I just sit with the “why.”
But five’s still here, carved in stars above,
Maybe it’s not pain... maybe it’s love.
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[Chorus – Repeat with Slight Variation]
Five... Five... Five...
It ain’t luck, it’s just fate tryin’ to survive.
First was a goodbye, second was a lie,
Last one was when I asked the sky if I could still try...
[Echoed in the background]
“I see 555… and I’m still alive…”
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[Outro – Fading Guitar Loop + Whispered Line]
[Faint ticking clock in background, guitar fades slowly]
[Last whispered line]
“If you see 555... don’t ignore the sign..."
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