Ghostjudicator’s Dethmachine-I loved from afar first

Closing my eyes and I can’t sleep

Every time I close my eyes

I miss you more with each passing day

Every single call

Every single message

This isn’t fair at all

I just wish to be home

I just wait for a call

I long for your touch

I long for your lips pressed against mine

I’m laying on this cold bed

All alone and waiting for you to lay on my chest

I miss the way our eyes lock and kiss

I miss your breath upon my neck

I really need you

I feel empty and alone

I know your tethered to my soul by our red string

I know

It doesn’t change the fact your so far away

Craving your touch

I’m wasting away without your love

So I choose strength

I wish I could be home

Laughing and dancing with you

Till the sun burns our eyes

And our cups are dry

I miss being in our garden

I miss your soft smile greeting me after a long day in our fields

I miss walking in our door

To your welcoming arms and soft caressing hands upon my face

I can’t wait for the journey to be done

I can’t wait for the return from this long voyage to foreign lands to end

Conscripted to fight in a useless battle I have no stake in

My love I dream of you

It’s a splendor and beauty

That keeps me driven

I awake to a reality I didn’t ask for but need to do

More than anything I just want you to know that I need you

Just you

Me and you