Blurry

## Intro

*(Soft piano melody with subtle bass)*

*(Ad-libs: "Yeah... it's like that sometimes...")*

## Verse 1 Trying to decipher All the signs you're showing But with eyes So blurry Can't tell if you're

coming or going

Gripping you tight

try as I might,

I can't keep you,

out of my fucking mind.

(Cry, cry), if I cried all night,

I'd still be trying'

to keep you in sight

But with blurry eyes.

Don't have a line of sight

So dont keep quiet

tell me what you might

Might want from me,

How could I have kept to your reality ,

When your mentally fried,

KFC, but me?

I'm an old soul might as well be 90. Breaking my back for visions of what we could be

Visions of what, I don't know

Blurry eyes and I've lost my soul

And Lady, you know I know

But I'd prefer not to say it, I'll let it show

If we lived in a perfect world, I know you could have seen our future

With less blurry spectacles

But instead I'm trying to decipher all the signs you've been showing,

And you've been messing with my head and keeping me from growing.

## Hook

Blurry eyes, can't see straight

Memories keeping me up late(can't sleep)

Try as I might, can't escape

This feeling I can't shake

*(Background vocals: "Can't shake... can't escape...")*

## Verse 2

Night after night, staring at the ceiling fan,

Wondering where we went wrong, where it all began.

Messages left on read, calls gone to voicemail,

Heart on my sleeve, but time's starting to detail

Every little moment that I thought we shared forever.

You moving on quick while I'm stuck in this weather,

Storm clouds following me, raining on my parade,

While you out there living life like our love never stayed.

I gave you everything, my time and my trust,

Now I'm just another chapter that's collecting dust.

## Bridge

Old soul trapped in these young bones,(old soul)

Fighting demons all alone.

If we'd just communicated better,(b-b-better)

Maybe we'd still be together.

*(Background vocals: "Together... better...")*

## Verse 3

You say I need to move on, leave the past behind,

But these feelings don't just vanish, they're entwined

With every fiber of my being, every breath I take,

Every morning that I struggle just to stay awake.

My friends all tell me that I'm better off without you,

But they don't know the half of what we've been through.

Lady, I still see the person I fell for,

Even when you're pushing me out the door.

Breaking my back just to see you smile one more time,

While you're out there acting like I've committed some crime.

## Hook (Repeat x2)

Blurry eyes, can't see straight

Memories keeping me up late

Try as I might, can't escape

This feeling I can't shake

*(Background vocals: "Can't shake... can't escape...")*

## Outro

Try, try as I might...

*(Piano fades with echoed vocals: "Blurry eyes...")*

*(Heartbeat sound slowing down)*

**Verse 1:**

Blurry blurry eyes the mist marauding my mind muddying my clarity

Killing all visibility

So tell me lady is this your intention

Wanting to end it all

Before we have a chance to flourish

Now only God knows what we coulda been

If only you tried to nourish

But now it's too late

You can't revive a plant (can't revive love)

If it's already gone (roots are cut)

**Chorus:**

Try to decipher all the signs you've been showing

You've been messing with my head and keeping me from growing

Try to decipher what you said and what you mean

You've been messing with my head, it's all I can see

**Verse 2:**

14 months this October (winter)

The world only grows colder (where is the love)

Every day we're getting older (older)

Each and every day that passes (oh, oh)

Lessens our chances,

Chances to be together (oh, oh, oh)

So why make me

Try to deliver if

You feel, the way that you say you do

Feel the way you did before I met you

Now all I can do is try

**Chorus:**

Try to decipher all the signs you've been showing

You've been messing with my head and keeping me from growing

Try to decipher what you said and what you mean

You've been messing with my head, it's all I can see

**Bridge:**

Your words say stay but your actions push away

One moment cold, then warm the very next day

Mixed signals flashing like broken traffic lights

Leaving me standing at the crossroads of my life

What am I supposed to believe?

When everything you do contradicts what you speak

**Verse 3:**

Memory fades like photographs in sun

Promises dissolve before they've begun

I reach out to touch what I thought was real

Only to find emptiness is all I feel

Your puzzle pieces never seem to fit

This maze of emotions I can't navigate it

Tell me straight, no more games to play

Cause I can't keep living this way

**Final Chorus:**

Still trying to decipher all the signs you've been showing

You've been messing with my head and keeping me from growing

Try to decipher what you said and what you mean

You've been messing with my head, it's all I can see

**Outro:**

The fog begins to lift, clarity comes through

Maybe what needs deciphering isn't you

But why I keep trying when the answer's clear

The only message that matters is I'm still here

supposed to believe?

When everything you do contradicts what you speak

**Verse 3:**

Memory fades like photographs in sun

Promises dissolve before they've begun

I reach out to touch what I thought was real

Only to find emptiness is all I feel

Your puzzle pieces never seem to fit

This maze of emotions I can't navigate it

Tell me straight, no more games to play

Cause I can't keep living this way

**Final Chorus:**

Still trying to decipher all the signs you've been showing

You've been messing with my head and keeping me from growing

Try to decipher what you said and what you mean

You've been messing with my head, it's all I can see

**Outro:**

The fog begins to lift, clarity comes through

Maybe what needs deciphering isn't you

But why I keep trying when the answer's clear

The only message that matters is I'm still here