Piece by piece

I been quiet but my mind loud  
Trying to stand tall but I feel down  
Life hit different now I can’t move the same  
Got more on my plate I can’t play with the game  
It ain’t just me it’s a family I’m facing  
Every decision got weight that I’m carrying daily  
This house all wood weak beams and it’s shifting  
Trying to hold it together while everything missing  
I feel like a sitting duck stuck in position  
Working all day but it’s like nothing’s clicking  
I’m giving my all but it’s not adding up  
Hands full of work but my pockets still stuck  
Feels like I’m chasing but never catching  
Like I’m moving but stuck in the same direction  
I don’t like showing when I’m feeling low  
But it’s hard when it feel like I’m losing control  
I know what I want I just don’t know the road  
And it’s killing me slow when I’m moving too slow  
You look at me like I got it together  
But inside I be fighting through stormy weather  
I don’t say it but I hope you see  
Everything I’m doing is bigger than me  
I’m not where I thought I’d be  
But I’m still trying every day  
I been fighting through the pressure  
But it don’t always go my way  
I know nobody feel this  
When I’m stuck and feeling lost  
Trying hard but nothing changing  
Like I’m paying every cost  
But this ain’t just for me  
It’s the life we trying to reach  
You the reason I keep pushing  
Even when it’s out of reach  
I been on my own for years just working without a guide  
Trying to turn something real but I don’t know how to climb  
Now I got more on the line I can’t afford to stay blind  
Trying to build something strong while I’m fixing my mind
This house like me still standing but barely holding  
Trying to fix every crack while the pressure unfolding  
Same way I’m learning to build I’m learning to love  
Even when I feel stuck I’m not giving up  
I know I ain’t perfect I’m learning as I go  
Trying to be something better than anything I know  
I might look lost but I promise I’m close  
I just need time to become what I’m supposed  
I been changing I can feel it  
Even when I don’t show it  
Everything I been through built me  
Now I’m trying to control it  
I’m not where I thought I’d be  
But I’m still trying every day  
I been fighting through the pressure  
But it don’t always go my way  
I know nobody feel this  
When I’m stuck and feeling lost  
Trying hard but nothing changing  
Like I’m paying every cost  
But I’m doing this for us  
Even when I feel stuck  
I’ma build it from the ground  
Even if it take my luck  
I been quiet but I’m locked in  
Even when it look like nothing  
I’ma turn this into something  
I’m not stopping I’m becoming
I know it don’t look like it right now
I know it feel like I ain’t moving
But I swear I’m trying
I swear I’m not sitting still
It just feel like everything around me slow
Like I’m pushing and nothing moving with me
But I see it
Even if nobody else does
I see what we could be
I see the life we supposed to have 
 I see us I see family

UK drill type beat emotional romantic rap male voice melodic hook lil baby style flow pain struggle
Full emotion. Flowin